好辛苦

咩叫做覺悟....係咪話我想做既野係不切實際
所以我send咁多信都冇回音
就算係一d我冇興趣但qualification岩既都冇回音
咁即係話我做咩都多餘,我唔應該係呢行做野
定係我唔應該返出去個社會去做一d我以為應該自己做到既野
我連中學生都不如

所幸屋企個窗有窗花,我冇轉身跳出去
好彩我咁樣諗一諗我先記起7樓跳唔死人
定係我唔應該諗咁多如果,早d走就唔會阻住地球轉

有冇高人可以點條明路我,話我知我行緊個條唔係死路而係一早到左盡頭
出面既路有咁多,我可以行邊個...?
成日聽某人講搵自己有興趣/想試既走...我沿地踏步再十世啦,走乜春呀
要搵錢大把方法,唔想做都要做呢d說話就收起佢啦唔該
咁諗既話去企街都得啦,駛乜咁辛苦姐

好多野想做,屋企人又有好多野想我做
我依家好似斷手斷腳咁
I felt like shit