榴的生存空間

Sunday, August 26, 2007

24歲的大喊包

一早起身看到小鬼的sms,很可愛
多謝^3^

無幾耐我又找到東西吵了
已經不能如我所希望咁到刁曼走一敞
還要被困在一個細房間裡和你黑面對黑面
爆想哭
只是想找個靜靜的沙灘,什麼都不做地攤在沙子上呼吸
這樣少少的希望都做不到,灰
發脾氣咁順他意思走入西貢
一入到去這個地方我又復活了
真的很喜歡這個地方,很想住進這裡
周圍都看到狗仔,可惜兩個人係黑住面咁走
所以冇帶相機,只能用手機拍
狗仔的動作太快,好多都冇法子focus


在碼頭附近有個細草地
那裡有很多狗仔聚集,一大班狗仔周圍跑,好開心
再走入去就會見到個淺灘
又會見到有不少狗仔跟著爸爸媽媽在水中走
大膽的會在在水中玩執波仔添
兩人一路行一路笑說現在欠了一隻狗仔
你被我影響到top1 dog由小dai變左做alaska了(笑)
海水很舒服,這裡的水不比海下灣的差
回家後剩返一個人時又想哭了
哭到停不了
只能從sms裡咀駡你才得已安定
可怕到連自己都覺得討厭
只能希望不要再哭了....哭到很累很累了

Friday, August 24, 2007

一個人的晚餐2




快樂是要靠自己的

Sunday, August 12, 2007

妹妹做左手術啦

心痛+肉痛
大拿拿唔見左千七蚊
再加上第一次診金同黎緊星期六既複診
over 2千實在免不了...囧rz

就係呢堆牙仔食左我八舊水啦

再加埋呢條手術後流出黎既兩行乾左既血痕


好好彩個度d va好好人咁見妹妹d指甲仔長到彎晒,趁佢麻醉既時候順便修剪埋
平時幫小朋友剪指甲仲難過force feed呀
你每剪一隻佢就嗌晒救命咁,謝天謝地,可以delay下次幫妹妹剪指甲既日子

接妹妹個陣個va打開妹妹個籠
可憐小朋友縮埋左係個走佬袋個角落頭到剩返個patpat見人
va姐姐笑佢一醒左就keep住係咁,做自閉仔
入袋帶佢返屋企既時候全程震個貓王(可憐豬呀)
返到個自家籠仔先望下周圍確認安全先定咋

Thursday, August 09, 2007

NO DOUBT - Don't Speak

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking

I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Depression 抑鬱

近排有好多事都好上心
工作上,學業上,感情上...
每一件事我都冇辦法再抽身去諗
每一樣都俾我拖到依家先去考量
再加上要把妹妹在這星期內張身子養好,讓她早日做手術早日脫離痛楚
我又擔心BuBuB會唔會都有同樣既徵狀而沒有為意到
好擔心好擔心好擔心

Augus今個星期要走了
老細依家剩返我呢個RA仔幫佢做野
之前同佢單獨one on one都發覺佢其實係唔滿意我既表現
當然我自己都好十分之唔滿意自己
好怕要對住佢reporting,好怕要接手Augus留低仲有漫漫長路既project
好驚自己做唔黎...好驚,好驚,好驚

睇見自己身邊既同事一個一個咁離開呢灘死水
望下自己仲係個baby咁唔知自己想點
過多兩星期就24歲女啦,仲係傻下傻下咁樣
依家算係揀定左一個degree呢讀
但係呢個degree究竟對我有冇用呢?唔知
不明朗因素太多...我又係好驚,好驚,好驚咁

最最冇辦法掌握既就係呢段感情
我自己好明白我係好需要呢個人陪住我
但都好明大家已經遷就左大家好多,冇得再多了
好多野好多習慣改唔到,試過,唔work
可能係我想得太多,驚得太多...但我控制唔到自己既眼淚
時常趕佢走,但係最唔想放手既人又係我自己
我病得好重好重...

其實我依家真係唔介意著上束衣困在一個白色房間裡
好想睇醫生開藥俾我食...我就快挨唔住啦

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

妹妹睇醫生

琴日book左11點係九龍動物醫院度睇Dr Yen
妹妹一路坐車都算定
但係一去到醫院聽到喵喵叫就縮埋一舊了,原來你怕喵喵架(笑)
入去見醫生,俾va姐姐用毛巾包到剩返個頭仔(好得意)
醫生用窺鏡show俾我睇妹妹口腔內既臼齒
睇到我都痛晒....應該一早見到妹妹食野困難既時候就要帶佢黎睇醫生
佢一路都會agressive咁搶野食原來係根本冇食飽飽,餓到好輕好輕(bad mammy)
醫生話妹妹太瘦,挨唔到麻醉
要我係呢個禮拜內幫妹妹恢復到6,70g先可以做手術@口@
心痛死我啦,妹妹仲要痛多成個禮拜.....
妹妹要乖乖地俾媽媽餵草粉食啦~食多d就肥返多d
咁就可以快d做手術剪牙仔0架啦
媽媽以後會小心照顧你地架啦,你地要聽話呀

Monday, August 06, 2007

Malocclusion and Elongated Roots

Signs of Malocclusion
The cavy may have great difficulty eating, only picking at its food or may be anorexic (not eating at all). The mouth of a cavy with malocclusion may hang slightly open. By the time most owners notice something is wrong, their pet has already lost a substantial amount of weight and may have what has been called "the slobbers". Since the mouth can no longer close completely (due to overgrowth of the teeth), the hair under the chin may be wet.The most important thing a cavy owner can do for their pet is to weigh it weekly! Catching gradual weight loss before your cavy is seriously ill and debilitated is essential.

Pinta suggests observing your guinea pig for the following warning signs of malocclusion:
◎ Does he seem to work at chewing like he has something caught in his mouth that he is trying to unstick?
◎ Is there exaggerated ear movement when he chews?
◎ Is there discharge from the eyes or nose (can indicate an abscess)?
◎ Does he seem to chew to one side?
◎ Are the front teeth even and lined up?
◎ Does he eat at the same rate/speed the other pigs eat at?
◎ Can he rip and tear?
◎ Can he eat the peel as well as the apple from an apple slice?
◎ Does he chew (carrots in particular) and let little pieces drop out of his mouth? Does he pick up a pellet in his mouth and let it drop out again?
◎ Does he show great interest in food, yet not eat?
◎ Is he steadily losing weight?
◎ Is he drooling?


係媽媽衰....我唔識做豬仔既媽媽
妹妹唔舒服左咁耐媽媽都唔識帶妹妹去睇醫生
要等到妹妹依家連最愛既蘿蔔同菜菜都食唔到,眼白白咁望住BuBuB食自己就冇得食
流到成條頸都係口水先知媽媽忽略左你
以後媽媽見到小朋友唔舒服都唔敢遲疑架啦
妹妹要冇事呀>A<

Friday, August 03, 2007

骨牌效應重現??

今次輪到榴同遙都倒下了
可是我們不能站在同一陣線
如果當初榴榴仍然是個無知少女(?)的話,可能還能在你身旁安慰你
但榴真的很討厭,討厭你不愛自己,討厭你愛的人不珍惜你
我還記得曾經有一天我們各自拖著最愛的人在汒汒人海裡遇上
我們倆人相視而笑就分開了,那些日子我們不需擔心對方
要努力啊~祗少他還懂得幫你解開心結
但拜託你挑一下吧,竟然每天的日子都這麼痛
不要因為那一時三刻的甜蜜而忘記餘下日子的苦
你還有其他選擇,不要像我只能找一個止痛藥吊命
慢慢獨自一人在倒數,這樣灰淡的交往並不健康